Some line eh? I remembered writing those words and sent them via sms.. It was during a tiring night of mind boggling questions and answers, it was suppose to be a 20 questions game but turned out to be 40 hehe! We didn’t finished the game but it was fun though, it was a good start to know someone who has been so quiet all the time even if I happened to sit on her side. Knowing myself to be very persuasive in terms of knowing people but this one’s tough lol! At first I thought she was boring, I really didn’t expect that she’s the one I’m so pathetically in love with.

T’was strange for someone so meek to give such advice that actually made me think. In just a word or two she relieved me from the torment I was going through on those days that all I could do is taunt a fake smile.

A poem of liberation:

Warm.. With fist closed so tight
Holding a bottle of remedy
And a burning stick of relief
It crawls down slowly..

Muscles contracted all over
Bending my back and gripping my toes
I let it all out
On that cold night I let myself free

The place I used to call home
Now closed and vacant
Forsaken.. I left and so had you
With the last gulp and sip of smoke i closed the door

Hard as it may seem but all has faded never gone but all has been accepted.. just like she said “acceptance is the key”.